Its just the same

This life is just a game
everyday its still the same
and I cant find
the answers to the questions in my mind,
and I’m alone, and I’m falling fast,
I still cant move, and I don’t think I’ll be able to last.
You used to care
that I needed you there,
everytime my world broke down,
I needed you to lift my frown
After all that you did to me
how come I couldn’t see.
your hatred and lies
but I didn’t ever realize
don’t you know
I’m waiting for you to go
so far away
and make my day
I cant believe
I was so naive
to let you in
I helped you win.
I’m sick of being what you need,
cuz you seem to feed,
on my salty tears
when you used to fight away my fears.
where do I go
and how do I know
never mind its all the same
and I’ll still end up losing this game.

Hayley ©