Satin's wish

Why can't this end
why can't it be done
why can't Satin's wish come true
why can\'t I turn and run?

My sole is holding on
with all that it can bare
my body's trying to die
with every single tare,

God's hand won't let go
for my arm he beholds
he doesn't want it to come true
even though my body's laying here cold,

Every single night I go
To the bathroom like it's my home
i sit with my razorblade
feeling so alone,

Lost in a big world
were all people do is hate
I know Satin's wish
is nothing but my fate!

Hating life on earth
hating people too
living in a life
were everyday is blue,

Why can't people be me
why can't we trade lives
so they can understand
why this life of mine strives,

My best friend is little
and it helps rid me of my pain
it's the only one that will be there
when my world turns into flames,

i call my friend the razor blade
or the love of my life
for when I want to run and hide
I choose it over a knife,

I know it will not let me down
or even turn away
for Satin's wish will come true
one of these lonely days!

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