Steffan part 2

I'm sick of this feeling
the one that i feel always
you hurt me really bad
by not catching me when i was falling

you tore my heart
and crushed my soul
made me use the knife
from all the quilt you made me hold

i really loved you
and i always will
i just cant stand how
you don't care how i feel

i love you and i need you
your always on my mind
you helped me threw everything
and i remember all the good times

please just listen
steffan i truly love you
i always will
just i need you to love me too

I'm not going to pretend
I'm someone else
I'm sick of doing that too
you have no idea how that felt

i hide for so long
and i usually still do
just be here with me
make my dreams come true

my life was so great
when i had you and i new you'd be there
from the first time we met
to the first time you cared

I'm glad i had that experience
when you were in my life
I'm just sad its over
thats why i use my knife

i really cant believe
i was good enough for you
the most sweetest guy i met
maybe thats why i feel in love with you

i just hate you alot
for everything you put me threw
so i hate myself to
for still wanting you

i wanna hate you so bad
with all my heart
but i just cant do it
even knowing you ripped it apart

just thanks for the time
you actually had for me
I'm glad i was with you
but not glad i am not who you want me to be.

`eh .. i guess its okay .. its true so it makes it better it just came from heart ..almost everything i felt is in this poem..thanks fro reading...

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