I'm laying here in this hospital bed machines all around things taped to my head needles in my arm tubes down my throat trying to keep me alive from the beating of that rope cant feel my body i feel so dead yet I'm barley alive they say I'm gonna live but i think its Alie it hurts to cry i always bleeding I'm dying and it doesn't really matter to me family and friends circle my bed comforting me erasing the thoughts in my head all i want is to a life i haven't got the Doctor comes in looks at his board then glances at me and shakes his head i know whats wrong you can read it on is face see it in his eyes I'm about to die he calls my mom he tells her whats wrong you can tell she knew it along i look at her everything begins to blurr i cant feel i cant think i just died the last thing i felt was my moms heart break
