Why

by eternal rest   Apr 21, 2005


Why am I
The only one
That’s holding on?

Why am I
The only one
Without new cuts?

Why do I feel
Like I’m being
Hurdled out
Of the realm?

Why do I feel
Left out.
Like I need more cuts.

Why do I think
I’m going to break
Under this pressure
Again?

Why do these questions
Never end?

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  • 19 years ago

    by eternal rest

    good... im glad im helping... and maybe its just that addiction coming back to bite me in the butt that makes me wanna cut again.. i dunno... i just hope im done.

    .:kelly:.

  • 19 years ago

    by Emma Carnage

    don't think that because zac and i and i dunno who else aren't doing great then you should cut too. you're not leaving us behind. you're making me see that it's possible to stop. in a little over an hour it will be 3 days for me. that's the longest it's been for a few weeks and i haven't even had the urge to cut lately. please don't think you're leaving us behind. you're dragging us along, not leaving us behind.

  • 19 years ago

    by eternal rest

    i just feel like im leaving everyone behind, zac, emma and everyone else... i wish they could walk this road of recreation with us.

    .:kelly:.

  • 19 years ago

    by troubled

    kelly ur not the only one w/o new cuts..i am too. and its b/c we're strong and we're learning how to deal w/ our pain..even if it is a little bit more frusterating..we cant jus run 2 the blade wen we get upset ne more. and this is ok...things will get better...for everyone at some point. stay strong n dont give up!

    *jenny*

  • 19 years ago

    by Heather M Craig

    because you're so strong, sweetheart, I admire you.

    <3 Heather M Craig