My friend..

It might look long but please read.. please vote or comment......... yah

The pages are filled
With countless poems
of stuff she writes
like broken homes

Poems of broken hearts
torn friendships and lies
filled with her thoughts
and in pain she cries

she cries to be peaceful
but mostly wants love
with all her pain she wishes
to be free like a dove

Knows only pain
and lonely ways
nobody knows
how much she pays

and only if she knew
it got so much better
maybe she wouldn't have
written that suicide letter

I thought she knew
how much I care
it was my fault
she didn't know I was there

when I had seen her
I started to cry
because all of the blood
I just knew she would die

as I called for help
I saw the note
It sat there and spoke to me
and I quote

"Steph I love you
I want you to stay strong
It will be hard
but what I did wasn't wrong

I want you to know
you were the best I had
trying to cheer me up
when I was sad

but its so hard
the world is cold
I tried to say
but I lost my hold

As I say my last good bye
I love you so much hun
I'll watch over you
live a good life and have fun"

and that was it
she had died
and it almost felt like a dream
as I sat there and cried