Dosn't have a title but pleaze tell me what u think

You say you love me and
you want to be with me
but why do you do these things that make me so unhappy
over here crying and frustrating
all the time because your always on my mind
i just wanna be with you can't you see the love that i have for you
i want us to be together
but when i needed you
you were never there
all i wanted was a little change not in a bad but in a good way and
this was something that you could not do so then i knew your
love was not true
but yet I'm still here crying at night cause i don't have you by my side
and it's hard to know that your first
love never really loved you