Where I Belong

Never right
Always f u c k i n g wrong
How do you expect me to live
Live in a world where I don't belong
I've tried so hard to make it through
But I'm scared of everything
I don't know what to do
You think I'm fine now
But you haven't got a clue
I still cry myself to sleep
And I'm only so far from picking up the knife again
I want this pain to go away
I don't want to hurt
I suppose it's my own fault
I bring it upon myself
For I am truly everything I hate
I'll smile and pretend it's true
But just so you know it's fake
I know I'm not perfect
But no one is
So why is it me that has to feel like this
I guess I f u c k e d up my life
Yeah, it's all my fault
You tell me it's not but I know it is
I've brought this all upon myself
Don't contradict me
Don't tell me I'm wrong
It's my f u c k e d up life
It's where I deserve to be
Where I belong