I don't think I'll get a hold of this,
Feeling so inconsistent,
The feeling of love,
I have never felt before,
Still I lack,
But I still feel,
Numb.
My insides are crumbling,
My outside is cold,
I'm trying to run away,
From all this,
Pain.
It's all I've ever felt,
Sometimes I feel like it won't change,
As if it was the hand that was dealt,
For me.
But I'll keep trying,
Knowing you're here,
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day,
The sun won't shine too hard,
And my heart won't melt.
And all the pain will be far,
Far away.
I dream to be,
Away from this,
Away from here,
Away from you,
Away from me.
My whispers turn into screams,
My screams turn into tears,
That flow through my veins,
And capture all my fears,
I'll try to run away,
But I also lack the courage,
To indulge this feeling,
I scream.
