How come it just so happens that
when everything starts to go right once again
that everything falls
and it feels so wrong
I'm trapped into a four celled wall
and I can't find my way out
Just as i start
to find the secret passageway out I shout
then i get shot down
just like a dart
on a common dartboard
just like a soldier with no soard
I see the light
but wait once I've lost sight
this always happens to me
why can't anyone else see
all the pain and misery
that I go through everyday
OH I understand how you feel
is what they all say
your all wrong you have no clue
had sad,depressed and, blue
my life gets me
maybe I'll pick my life up
instead of having to cut
but i can't because when i try
it's like I'm living a lie
so for now I'll continue to like my life the way i am and count on the help of my two best friends Hillary and Sam
for i know they'll be there until the end.
