Never gone, edited

Hi people, m just thought i'dl make it clear that this is the exact poem that i read at my mums funeral.

I never hoped or dreamed it
I never wished it so
But the other day it happened
And my mother had to go

No one could ever imagine
The pain that seems unfair
It just seems so unreal
She is no longer there

I never thought it possible
That life could be so wrong
That I’d ever see the point
for having strength to carry on

My heart pretends it isn’t real
My head’s in disbelief
I just don’t see the reason
Why I should live in grief

I pray to God to love her
To make sure she is well
That everything Is perfect
Were ever she may dwell

I pray that God won’t leave her
Like she had to leave me
And I hope that she is happy now
And forever she will be

I pray to help my sister
My brothers and my dad
Because of the way she left us
She made my house so sad

I pray I overcome this
And for the strength to keep me strong
And for things to be back to normal
For it seems normality has gone

I pray she watches over me
And that she will hold my hand
Through everything I come to face
And that she’ll understand

But my mother never left me
Her presence is always near
And as long as I believe that
I have nothing left to fear