I'd rather

I'd rather slit my wrist than to look at you.the sight of you just brings back so much pain.
i rather stab myself a million times than too look at you if i heard your voice i think i would collapse just the memories the pictures in my head it hurts i can't stand it.i hate you i want you to know if you were to die i really don't think i would cry.what you did to me it was wrong terrible why did you do it I'm just a little girl.I'd rather die a thousand deaths than to listen to what you have to say I hate you just die i promise i wont cry.