You ruined.......

You ruined our relationship
you ruined yourself
you ruined our friendship
you ruined your health

you destroyed my image of you
you destroyed your trust
you destroyed the life we once knew
you destroyed everything with lust

even with all the things we thought we knew
the life we once had
my heart still belongs to you

every hurt-full word, meant to make me mad
made my connection stronger
i wish i wouldn't have
i couldn't take it any longer

you used to say you loved me
you used to say you cared
my love for you, you couldn't see
our lives we wanted to share

but it couldn't have turned out perfect
because you were jealous
jealous of everything we didn't do
i couldn't believe it
i thought i knew you