Never again, will I be overcome by pain
No longer will I, use that razor on my vein
Never again, will they see that toy
Not again, can I see that boy
Looking at me, with such blank eyes
Words so deceiving, full of lies
I'll tell you this, but never again
That boy you see, was once my friend
I gave him my trust, my sanity was in his hands
He dropped it like a rock, right where he stands
He left me there, to fend off the world
To realize the dangers, the evils that uncurled
He thinks he's too good for me
I'm so dirty, how can you not see?
The friendship we had, lasting for so long
Had to break off, because I wasn't that strong
I had thought he was my best friend
Now leaving me alone in the end
Left me in the cold, that winter day
Without a friend, to my dismay
I'm not one to wallow in sorrow
So I turn it to anger, overflowing for tomorrow
Well never again, will I think someone could care
Or see that my family was abusive, more than I could bare
He didn't know, my father hit me
He never knew, what happened to me
I wanted to tell him, I actually really did
I wanted to tell him, what happened when I was a kid
But he had left, I was too late
Leaving me with my story, and my loneliness in fate
