What happened to the smiles that used to be so fake
The long tear stained sleeves i hid under so my best friend wouldn't know the promise i had to break
How have i managed to keep my wrists safe from razor blades
To stop my crimson tears from falling and my skin from turning purple blue shades
Though i no longer bleed Deep inside i wish to scream my heart Cry
But i wont let my guard down And no one will come into this world i secretly lye
How have i gone through all these days Having so much fun
Kick'n it with my friends Caring less and less about what i do and what I've done
What happened to the things that used to be said
The happiness that was only fantasy Where inside i would lye dead
I've only forgotten the pain that was so sick So real
Where blood was all i could see Black was all i could feel
But I'm ok now and life is getting on Blood no longer drips from my wrist And if for any reason i do It would never be something i feel bad
It would be for the present and the past chained up With the memories i never had
So i silently say good bye to this person i never knew
This person with a sunken face Smiled when it hurt to
When i wondered why these mistakes were planted upon me
But now it all makes sense Though it no longer matters I could care less...For dead is all i will ever be
