After about a week of this
I begin to see results
Losing weight is great
But, I think I'm losing control
I never want to eat anymore
Always think about getting thin
Never thinking about the bodily harm
Or anyone else's feelings
People beg me to eat
But, I just resist
This is my way of punishing my self
A way to exist
Before I started this
I could feel nothing
Now I do, but it is only pain...
