True to my word,
I kept myself sane,
Through another day,
The pain bared,
The rain,
Washing over me,
As I leave my place,
There is no other way,
The cuts searing,
"No blood this time",
I tell myself,
I know you would like,
To see,
Everything I am,
Disappearing,
You love every rhyme,
Because you know,
What I was going to be,
Flowing over the dam,
The rush bleeding,
If you were planning to lift me,
Your out of time,
Caught up in the current,
Drifting in this filth,
This torrent of hate,
Flowing out to sea,
I know that your going to be reading,
Everything here,
But I'm pleading,
To you,
Please state,
Everything for my sake,
Stop staying clear,
Tell me the truth,
I need to go,
Not to prove,
I need to do,
Everything,
To step up to the plate,
On my way I go,
Floating downstream,
Then I wake,
Wondering,
Where am I,
In my dream,
I get up,
To face another day,
Hoping,
Trying to get all the way,
Out of this,
Of what it can bring,
In the dry,
So different from my life,
This dream,
One day will end,
But it's greatness,
Is a godsend,
My life's force being drained,
Through this,
Out of this,
Falling from this,
Bliss...
