My head is spinning,
I'm out of control,
Every aching minute is hell.
I can't do this,
I don't want to try.
This pain is to much,
I just wanna die.
I sat with her while died,
It broke my heart to see her cry.
She was always a happy person,
She hid what she was feeling away from the world,
I blame this on myself,
I should have known,
She was my sister my best friend,
How could i have been so blind from her fake smiles and laughs,
How could i have not seen her heart aching.
I have lost my voice,
I don't speak to anyone but the voices inside my head.
I have no friends,
I have no family,
I am totally alone.
When i saw her on the bath room floor covered in blood,
I felt my heart stop.
It felt like a sword had pierced through my heart.
I couldn't breathe........
I never got to even say goodbye to my beautiful sister..
