The End Of Me

I tip the bottle,
The need for the last little bit,
Like the end of a relationship,
Holding on to whats left.

You dont want it to end,
But the end is drawing nearer,
Day by day,
Sip by sip.

It was doomed from the start,
But I was too ignorant,
To see what could never be,
What will never happen again.

The bottle is empty,
So is my heart,
Nothing more to give,
Nothing more to offer.

Now I sit alone in my room,
Staring at the walls,
Covered with memories of you,
There is no way out.

I hate myslef,
I hate everything,
If only it would all go away,
But I want it to stay.

The last little bit,
No matter how small,
I want it,
I need it.

I love you,
I hate you,
I'm so confused,
I need another bottle.

I want to die,
I want to live,
I don't know anymore,
I don't care.

Let me die,
Let me live,
I don't care,
Just pass that stuff.