Mistake.

I'm a mistake,
When I was born,
My mother nearly died,
Which would've made everyone mourn.

What a mistake I am,
To nearly make someone die,
I always thought there was something,
Wrong with me it was not a lie.

To top it off I'm fat and ugly,
I can't stand seeing my,
Reflection staring at me,
Making me cry.

I love someone,
Who could never love me back,
I see why he couldn't,
Everything fades to black.

What a mistake I am,
So taking this pin,
I scarpe it across my flesh,
Across my skin.

Writing words that I want scarred,
So it can remind me of this pain,
To show what a mistake I am,
I wish it would rain.

Watch my tears fall,
Into my hand,
As the blood starts,
Running down my hand.

-My mum nearly did die having me