You said you'd never leave me,
that I'd always be the one,
That one day you would visit me,
and together we would run,
I took in all your lies,
and convinced myself black and blue,
that someday we'd be together,
and I'd spend my life with you,
I cried because I missed you,
and put myself through so much pain,
and here I am believing you,
going through it all again,
I pushed my fears behind me,
and held a ticket in my hand,
Ready to leave everything,
and sort my life as planned,
Then you told me things were tough,
I told you I'd help you through,
With the ticket still in my hand,
there was nothing more I could do,
And now I'm still at home,
the ticket in the trash,
crying all my tears out,
wishing I hadn't been so brash,
I wonder why I still go on here,
I know deep down inside,
that I can never leave here,
because my love is too hard to hide,
So I go on the chat room,
in case your still on,
So maybe I can ask you,
What the hell went wrong?
I'm going to love you always,
I'm never going to go,
I have hope that maybe,
It'll work out if we take it slow,
But slow is never good,
and my hopes they will die,
So **** in the meantime,
I'll go on the chat and cry...
(this is dedicated to someone on this site but I'm not gonna say who. If your reading this ****... I'm sorry)
