Can't explain

Can’t ever explain what goes through my mind
I am broken, I am numb, I am everything but dead
And when I’m all alone, in the dead of night
I am taunted and chased by the voices in my head

I can’t tell you how I am feeling, because it will hurt
Don’t want to bring you down, deeper down
Just leave me alone, and I will come to you
Just give me time, in my emotions I still drown

Sleep so sweet, but empty, they can’t get me then
I am safe within cold nothingness, alone
Feeling burned and deadened by no one but myself
All I do is bring you down, every time I moan

I don’t want to hurt you with all these words
Can’t explain how I’m feeling, because I never know
No longer know how to describe my emotions
I just hope that someday they will all go…