Fake

Pushed confused i lost my thoughts
I'm finding it hard to decide
and your not giving me space to pause
your making it hard for my anger to hide
stop living out my life
just be disappointed like everyone else
there not content with me
and I'm not happy with myself
i suffer in this gutter because of my agony
the taunts the beatings all the shit from my family
I'm a mess
just like before
i obsess
over changing to please you all
I'm a fake delinquent of despair
and all of you laugh at me
when you pretend to care
while I'm drowned in my anxiety
and i haven't changed a bit
so stop trying to push on me