Im so confussed

I don't know what to do.
I'm just so confused.
i cant even think clearly.
its so confusing its hard to believe.

how could u do that i actually believed that me and u could make it on our own.
but i was wrong your just like the other's sour and strong.

i know i will survive.
while ill try not to cry.
because every night i dream of u .
and i wonder if its true am i really in love with u .

i dream of u so much its hard to believe.
but is it the right thing for u and me .

its hard to resist not to cry as these terrible and painful days go by .
i stay up late and think of u .
just wishing my dream would would come true.

that me and u could make it and never ever fight

just to tell u i am in a bad situation right now between my Friends and my boyfriend see my friends say boyfriend is cheating on me but my friend already broke us up three time because she is jealous will he says he isn't i need info so if any body has any info on who i should believe please help me