I can hear my heart beat begin to slow down,
for the blood is slowly living my body.
Soon my life will be drained from me,
just another lifeless body on the floor.
A million cuts all over my body,
each letting more blood out, then the last cut.
A million tears running down my cheeks,
each out coming out as the blade cuts.
My body a lifeless thing on the floor,
with my own blood and tears surrounding me.
A face no one would ever recognize as mine,
for the smile is no longer upon my lips.
The angels wont let me into heaven,
because suicide is a sin in gods eyes.
The devil doesn't want me in hell,
for when I was alive I was never sinner.
So alone I roam this earth of ours,
trapped between heaven and hell.
Cuts still covering my body from head to toe,
and tears running down my face.
A life I could not stand to live,
is now part of my grave in which I live.
For heaven and hell will not let me in,
so now I live my life roaming between the two worlds.
