The Truth..

I hide my pain behind my smile,
Trying and trying for awhile,
Finally I've given up on trying,
I'd rather let you see me crying,
I'm sick of lying,
My pain's just multiplying,
Every day you put me through more pain,
With absolutely nothing left to gain,
I'm sick of living every day,
As if everything's fine.
Here's the truth for you,
This is all I've ever wanted to do.
I'm a depressed child, you see,
I'm never what anyone wants me to be,
Just one big mistake,
Who wishes to never wake,
I don't see the point in life,
I'd rather use a knife.
Cut my life away until it's the end,
So I won't have a heart to mend.
I'll be somewhere,
Where there's no time to care.
I promised you I wouldn't use the knife,
To end my "precious" life,
But you just don't get it,
I'm sick of being hit.
I don't like my life, and that's just it.
I don't like dealing with all this shit.
Please oh please just let me go,
I have nothing left to show.
I'm done pretending,
I know there's no happy ending.
Nothing's going to turn around,
and I'll never be found.
I'm a lost soul,
I'll never be whole.
But just let me be,
I'm sick of trying to make you see.

- -Um yeah...pretty much how I'm feeling right now. It has been a pretty bad day and I'm sick of life. So there ya go...it's not all that great. But vote and comment please!