Darkness surrounds me,
I can’t escape it.
Though I’ve tried to get away,
It pulls me back.
Trips me, drags me, hurts me.
It will always have me.
No matter how much I want to get out,
I cannot,
It’s impossible.
Pointless to want to have more,
More than what this pain gives me.
I’ve always been in this black,
For a very long while.
I know how close I’ve come to getting away,
Then I’m pulled back.
And I realized that I was never close to freedom.
I cannot escape this.
I cannot erase my memories.
I cannot forget my past.
This darkness holds me here.
And I know I can be nowhere else.
