I try to speak up now and then
I try to take my part
But trying to be in a place that I cant fill
Just bout got me tired out
I tell people how I feel about em
But sometimes I wonder if it ever matters
Ive tried telling a few it don't
It ain't ever why should it start now
It causes lotta things that shouldn't happen
But me and my stubborn ways
Just never gets anyone anywhere
except further down than they've already been
I cant wait until I'm not here to feel this anymore
I feel like I only care about myself now
Since I just wanna leave the world and everyone in it behind
Cause if it really mattered Id care how they'd feel
But it'd be one problem solved in the world today
And it just soon might happen
Then again this might live on forever inside me
Might not be solving anything
just causing more things to go wrong
No one really needs it
But its how I feel sometimes
Makes me think this way
Cause I don't think I payed attention to the things that matters most
Just to let ya know
But imma trying to bring myself through
Now ya know it all
I'm sorry for what I've done to ya
I'm sorry ya had to listen to how i feel
I hope it ain't changed nothing about ya or how ya look at me
All I have to say to ya now is welcome to my world
