Dreams

How come dreams never come true y cant that dream i always dream about come true the one where I'm with u and all i can think about is u where i don't have to worry about any thing that one special place where i feel save the only place where i feel like living with out hiding from my problem by getting high i want my dream to come true i want to be with u i wanna hug u for the last time y cant u come back with me i miss u it hurts to think about u but i still do it i just miss u a lot i do want my dreams to come true but not all of them not the ones that hurt to c the ones that every things goes wrong like life every time i get high i dream that i lose u and some time i even wake up crying cuz i think i lost u in a way i did u lose u i hate that dream and the dream where i do die and i c my family crying and it hurts to c my mom crying and feel like I'm crying in my dream but I'm alone so No one can do any thing no one wakes me up no one tells me i was crying all night i have so many dreams i want to come true and some that i don't like this other one where i dream I'm alone and I'm waking around the streets and i c no one its just me alone and i just have back flashes of my whole life and when i finally c some one i c my family telling me they hate me and then walk away and they leave me i wake up crying and i take out a blade and i start to cut my self until i just pass out and i dream again