As i hit the ground
I'm here and I'm found
dead, around
where the pain as reached its limit
so as I'm dying before you
I'm here looking out the window,
at the view,
but as i turn around
i imbued back into the darkness
where i wont come out
so as my life
and my smiles are untrue
I'm going through
all the suffering where I'm forgotten
so as everyone points at me
laughs
as I'm not the popular one
I'm here sitting aside
of everyone
but you have to realize
that i have tried
to get well
but as i try to provide
my happiness
i have lied
to myself.
so as people make fun of me
my life glided
into suicide
so as i decide
my final decision
which is to die
i have cried many cries
i have lied and hide
to long
that the only thing i can do it to subside
so as i make the final blow
I'm gone.
but obviously as i store
the anger, I'm ignored
they don't think of me as an individual
so as i want to be adored
I'm lying here dead.
so as it appears
I'm in fear
i see myself about to disappear
so as the pain is to severe
I'm lying here
with tears
i cannot deal with this anymore
i cannot even make sense anymore
I'm here ignored
so as i say goodbye
i have defied
that the world is something i cannot rely
because all that comes out of my eyes
are not inspiration
just inspiration to die
so as I'm lied
and as I'm going out of my mind
I'm here to simply imply
that this will be the end of me
but its OK everyone will be fine
just don't worry about me..
i'll be fine
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You know what all I'm doing is being selfish because i know other people have more problems then stupid crap like this but you know what I'm getting to hate myself everyday for stupid decisions that i have made and that my whole life is a failure all i do is do things bad and its getting to the point that i just want to die and if that happens *those people* will be all upset for like 1 min. and get over them selfs and just be happy that i died cause i cause SO much problems and i should FUken die!
