Dear Mom & Dad

Dear Mom And Dad:

You always tell me to do better,
But I cant as you'll see in this letter.
You pushed me to far.
You gave me each scar.

You stick your hand down my throat and rip out my soul.
Your words cut through my skin like a nail piercing a hole.
You've shattered all my dreams,
and turned everything from what it seems.

I fck myself over by believing the words you said.
You make me think I'm better off dead.
So I dig that blade into my veins.
You don't even know what type of scars remain.

You make my heart bleed.
You make my own mind underestimate me.
I've ruined my life by Trying to be your perfect child.
For you I wear this fake smile.

All day long I strife to be what you want,
But as the day ends I learn that I can't.
You ripped me out of my life.
You made me grab for that knife.

As I scraped each letter into my arm
I was thinking of how much I did you wrong.
You pretend as if I'm not even here.
So into the darkness I disappear.

Each night before supper the blood pours from me,
But your to caught up in yourselves to even see.
Theres tears flowing from my eyes.
Your to blind to realize.

In the quietness of my room I scream out to you.
You've made me understand theres nothing I can do.
I know that Ive been broken.
My one last wish is never to be awoken.

Don't you dare shed one tear for me.
You did this to me and its time for you to see.
Lift up my sleeve to see each mark.
Thats what happend when you left me in the dark.