Could've Been

As I slowly disappear
I sit down to think as I cry away the night

I wonder of the person I could've been
I wonder if I would've made a difference

Only if I had been a little different
Wonder if anything would be changed

Ive lived this life so long
Living all these lies day after day

And needless to say every things going to be alright
I thought about it before but never done it

Thanks for all the time ya wasted listen to me
Sorry ya went through all the trouble

Maybe tonight will be the night
But i doubt it

Just somethings to stop me
I rally think id be better off

where I couldn't hurt myself no more
but it wouldn't be the best place to be

I thank ya fer being there
With everything you've dun

Cause this could've been the night
That I left all y'all behind