Dad

I thought i had a dad
who loved me
but i guess not
well as far as i can see

he left when i was 10
i haven't seen him for 4 years
maybe once, but wasn't planable
and my eyes cry way to many tears

i wish he would be here
to see how happy i am
with the life i have now
but it could be better with him

i miss him
but he's made pain
in my life and my heart
it's SO insane