If I Die Tonight

I could die today
And leave this woeful earth
Leave all my friends behind
Experience heaven's birth
I wonder if my dearest friends know
How much they mean to me
How without them I would be lost
How much of them I need
I know it is a depressing thought
But it is ultimately true
God's plan could have me leave tomorrow
Without you knowing how much I love you
I don't expect fate to come
And take my time to an end
But then again, who does?
It's surprise death doth send.
I wonder if I've told
My little sister I love her enough
If I've ever kissed my brothers
If I've given Grandma enough hugs
Please don't take this the wrong way
I'm not going to kill myself, it's not like that,
But if by chance I don't make it through the night,
I want you all to know where my feelings were at.
Mom, you are the light in my life,
Thank you for all you've done.
Daddy, you've taught me so much
I love you a ton.
Nic and Mike, my two brothers
I know we aren't that close
But I love you two a lot
Your taunts and smiles mean the most
Tabyre, my little sis,
I just love watching you grow
You mean so much to me
I love you more than you know.
Grandmama and Papa too,
You both have made me smile
Every second spent with you
Was a second that was worthwhile.
Lori, my dear friend,
You've stuck by me through and through
Lucy, you've given me so much
I love both of you
Alex, dear Forbidden Fruit
And Lindsay, Katie, the Cassios as well
Kira, Jeff, the soccer team
You all know me so well
Zac, it would take a novel
To explain all my feelings for you
But in short, I love you so much
I've never met a heart more true.
There are so many more people
That have touched my life
But just because I don't say your name
Doesn't mean you live in strife
I don't think I'll die tomorrow
But if, by chance, I do
I just want you all to know
How much I care for you

**I love y'all!!**