There are still blood stains on my bed
And blades hidden around my room
But I am still resisting the temptation
As I could I see I was hurting you
I have been true, although you do not see
I haven’t cut for a week, or maybe longer
But it was a lie when you told me that
What doesn’t kill us makes us stronger
My body is quickly healing now
Scars are disappearing, cuts no longer fresh
But I am still grieving for my lost addiction
Long to feel the blade slice through my flesh
So now you all think I’m getting better
But what no one could ever see
Is that now I’m suffering, in silence
Fake happiness is slowly smothering me
So numb from no emotion, sleepless nights
And lifeless days are all that lay ahead
So I’m ignoring all my feelings
And the stupid things that I said
My scars are fading now, soon to be gone
Please see that I stopped this all for you
But you don’t notice about me now is that
With my scars I am gradually fading too…
