Why would you do this

I want to do it
i cant hold in the pain
i want to do it
my eyes will be blood stained

why would you do this to me
when you keep things from friends
things dont turn out well
there is no good in the end

i want to say it
that was a stupid thing to do
i want to say it
i no longer care for you

you think your a good friend?
no friends dont lie
you think you make good choices?
no you make me want to die

i want to end it
your friendship i dont need
i want to end it
and let you be free