Theres nothing like hiding your feelings-
When you're scared of who you've become
Slashing your arm until daylight-
Making your whole wrist go numb.
Nothing sedates this fear I have,
except this inevitable silence.
So much sh*t I don't need to hear,
All thats left in my life is violence.
I've searched too far and dug too deep-
For something I'll never find,
But now with you I'll look back-
And I'll leave my old world behind.
Never again did I think I would truly smile,
Without pretending to hide the pain,
I know for sure I've given it thought-
And with you I have so much to gain.
My eyes open wider,
And I savor every breath.
I want to spend forever with you-
And I know that I'll love you until my death.
