Mom i never meant to hurt u

I'm sorry for the pain I'm causing
i know what I'm doing isn't right
i made you suffer day by day
made you cry yourself to sleep at night

at night by your door i stand
and hear your historical cries
mom i never meant to hurt you
every tear you drop destroys my insides

I'm apologizing for all my mistakes
but is it all my fault, you should ask your self
I'm not the daughter you always wanted
it hurts me to know I'm all by my self