Suicide

Laying silently in my darkened room
The wind blowing loudly outside
rain against my window pane
no sounds but my breathing.

as your face flashes though my mind
Tears slowly slip down my face
as I realize that you cant ever love me
because I am different

As I lay awake
thinking of how we could be together
But you would never
As I wasnt able to suit your needs.

Blood now trickles down my arms
A scar is soon to form
Its on thing, then another
and now, one thing left to say

You are my
Suicide