I feel lost in eternity,
lost in a dream,
lost in the real world,
so serene.
So emotionless,
so tired,
so down and blue,
that my boss got me fired.
I am jobless and sick,
I just had PMS,
everyone around me is talking trash,
and my life is growing less and less.
Wanting to die,
wanting to hold the knife,
want so hard not to cry,
when I take my life.
I don't want to live another day,
with you flirting so much,
that I know that you are something,
I can never touch.
You tease me,
then runaway so fast,
I hate you so much,
and that is a fact.
I know you think different,
you say I love you,
but why can't you tell me,
you love me too?
Making me think,
about these questions you have asked,
having to worry,
you'll find out my secret at last.
I wish you would go away,
give me the chance to die,
let me live my final hours,
making you wonder why.
So let me go easy,
don't make this so hard,
because you know that you are the one,
who holds the fate of my cards.
I want you to listen,
listen to what I say,
please let me go,
because I cannot stay while you live on from day to day.
