I remember too much,
I want to forget it all,
it's not enough to say so,
I have to do so too.
I don't want the horrid memories,
or what happened that day,
I want to forget all the pain and fears,
just wash them away.
I missed you once,
but you started to argue,
and I learned the truth,
so now I know what I have to do.
I took you to court,
you wouldn't let her adopt me,
you said that you loved me and you'd do anything,
but why wouldn't you do that?
We argued on the phone,
we argued in the court house,
we may have lost our case,
and you may always love us,
but that doesn't mean we have to love you.
So many memories build up,
so many thoughts cloud my mind,
I want to forget all that happened,
I don't want you in my life.
But I know that ain't possible,
cause whenever I climb a tree,
a nervous feelings spreads through,
my heart, my soul, and me.
Just like today,
when I finally scaled the tree at the park,
it's been 3 long years since the fall,
and I was almost crying when I came down.
It wasn't from fear or happiness,
it's because you didn't hear me,
it's because you were away at the time,
and you couldn't help me up.
Why can't you say sorry,
maybe this would be over,
but too bad in July,
the adoption's going flowerer.
Because I'll be at legal age,
to talk to the judge,
tell him what I think is right,
and maybe win this case.
But if I lose again,
I know failure's something I can't handle,
so I'll set aside the memories and pain,
and go for the gold.
I can't take no for an option,
just let us go through with the adoption,
cause if you love me like you said,
then don't be scared to let me go.
Cause if you love us or not,
you threatened my life,
you said that you'd come get me,
whether or not I wanted to go.
So now face your consequences,
for messing with me,
and I hope you know what you got into,
because you can't see.
All who argue with Jessica,
never win their case,
either I beat them out in phrases,
or I make them go insane.
So you get to choose,
one of three choices,
and if you pick the wrong one,
be sure to say good bye this time.
Either let us go peacefully,
or don't let go with out a fight,
or you let me go in court,
no worries,
I've got all night.
I'll settle this my way,
I'll settle this fine,
don't make yourself regret this,
when I make you lose your mind.
