He was my first love and i never wanted to let him go
when i talk to him i try to hide it but i kno my love still shows
i really do love him and i still want to be with him
when i check my mail its his old e-mail through which i skim
i know that he hurt me, and i need to forget him and move on
but still i leave all the lights in the house on
just to let him know that i still want him back
even though sometimes i think he was just a hack
i wish that i could rekindle our love and sart it again
and at first when i try it seems to work but then,
everything gets messed up and hes back to his old ways
everything is messed up just like the old days
sometimes at night i can feel him holding me tight
and no matter the situation it always feels right
i'll love him forever, he's someone i just cant get over
he was the one i wanted forever, he was my first lover.
