For you Dad

I'm sicking of crying every night
You only seem to want to fight
You point out every single flaw I have
You never notice the good, only the bad
I only want to be what you want me to be
But you can't see all the good things in me
I strive so hard to make you satisfied
But still you act like I haven't even tried
Is there something wrong with me
A secret fault only you can see
You think you know about my life but you don't
I think one day you'll accept me but you won't
You don't realize how much your words hurt
I thought you'd be there for me but you weren't
You put me down, you always yell at me
So often that I no longer take you seriously
I know this is so easy for you to forget
But you say awful things, and still don't regret
I'm broken and bleeding, I'm dying inside
It's because of you I so frequently cried
I hate coming home just knowing you're here
You slowly kill me with each falling tear
I used to care about you, now nothing at all
You let me down so often, it's not as far to fall
You've hurt me so much, I just push you away
I don't wanna listen to what you have to say
I'm moving on without you, I can get by
I'm tired of hurting and wanting to cry
I only hope that one day you'll see
I spent my whole life trying to make you love me