Bloody photos

As they go threw my pics
and read my mind
they c the blood
a realize their blind

as i deny everything
scratched from who-knows-where
my cuts
r nothing i want to share

6 people I've lied to
8 including mom and dad
i haven't cut since January
they believe me cause I'm not sad

as i sit and cry behind their back
knowing there is nothing i can do
lying is all i got to protect me
i even lie 2 my crew

heartbroken and desperate
shaken and stressed
nothing else to turn to
cause i was never blessed

its better than sum things
like drugs or alcohol to
i know its still bad
but I've gotta stay true

my mom still skeptic
my dad on my side all the way
i feel guilty for lying
I'm sorry for today

i need a lot to go
but lyings all i got
I'm still a good girl
but cuttings my only shot