I have so many thoughts running through my head that I'm not even sure if there real. Was i dreaming that you were holding me or was that real, I dont know anymore. When did we meet, Have we met?
Although your already gone I find myself begging you not to leave. Am i being selfish when I say,"you cant leave me" of am I just proving how much I need you.I can feel your hands caressing me, But is this reality? I'm pacing the floor trying to sort out these thoughts. Nothing is helping, I began eating and now I can't stop. I need something to control my feelings. I'm waiting for you to call and tell me you care. I sit by the phone, yet I still haven't heard your voice on the other end. You use to care, didnt you? Now I cant tell the difference between what happened and what I imagined.
And then I see you. We're alone. Everything is so clear. We're together and I can feel that you care. I can still feel your hands holding me and your lips kissing me everywhere. My thought are of only one thing...You
2:56 a.m.
I was only dreaming
