My life is fading,
I want to die.
I hate the world
That made me cry.
I was never happy,
I was never heard.
I wish it could change.
All I need is the nerve.
The darkness is vast,
I can’t see a thing.
I can’t see my life,
I can’t see my past.
Everything in my head,
It all moves too fast.
I can’t stop the thoughts
From interrupting my laughs.
I try to look normal
But always I fail.
I try to fit in
But to no avail.
I want to be real
And have a full life,
To wake up each morning
Without the thoughts of my knife.