Passed away

Silent screams escape my throat,
as i lie here in pain,
no one even knows,
why I'm in vain.
i just took some pills,
and washed the shaking down with cutting into my veins,
this is my last day alive,
and still no one understands.
i hate my life,
and the reason is as simple as that,
its why i do drugs,
and smoke cigarettes by the pack.
weed, crack, meth, heroine too,
they are all the shit,
i love to do.
cutting is a relief,
as i see the blood drop,
i feel a sense of strength,
i feel like I'm on top.
now my time is short,
only minutes till I'm due,
i just wanted to tell the world,
a simple thank you.
for not listening,
for neglecting me,
tatted up for the funeral,
is how its going to be,
i hope you're all happy,
today is the last day,
thank you for neglecting me,
shaking i passed away.