Together forever...but you dont see

Your the only thing i loved
but i guess it wasn't it..
we make mistakes
my blood you'll drink

my funeral you'll attend..
laying next to me
we'll die together
but this was never meant to be..

i ruined it all
it was all my fault
i should have died before
but i fought.

i tried to catch you
but as you fell
i fell along
into the well of hell

but I'm a lame little girl
who doesn't know what shes doing
but she knows about suicidal
asking god where am i going?