Its me all alone in this small world
No one left, there or here
I can’t talk to whom i wish to
And i can't trust who i can talk to
It’s ridiculous these heavy loads
The weights placed atop my shoulder
Making me look down onto all i have missed
the world ceases to know i exist
I don’t want this to have been me
I’ll regret this all in 2 years
All this depression and crap like that
This is not who i want to be
I want to be who i was before
Before all the police and statements of law
Before we moved into this real big house
Before we moved from Kalgoolie before i was born into Kalgoolie
before i was in the womb
I want to be erased from this world that we know
I can create a new and better one
I’m at the point where i’m living from my dreams
Because i like them so much better now
And that isn’t healthy
there is no where to run
there is No where to hide
Nothing to help me
WHY CAN’T I TRY
Try for what??? A shattered heart and empty dreams!
the reason i still stay
inflicting pain
keeps me alive
and now every single day i strive
strive to watch the blood,
the blood that eases me!
(C) Lucy Green
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