All Torn Up

It's tearing me up inside
these feelings won't go away
pulling me back and forth
should I go or should I stay?

You tell me that you love me
that your word, I can hold true
my mind and heart scream at me
I don't know what to do

We used to talk about our future
the love and laughter we would share
now I only picture you with her
did you ever truly care?

I know what you did was wrong
yet my heart can't seem to let go
I cry myself to sleep at night
my weak side,I try not to show

For all this you appologize endlessly
but your true colors have shown
I don't think I can take this anymore
maybe I'm better off alone

You make me lots of promises
very few are probably true
for the only thing that comes out of your mouth
is what makes life convenient for you

You told me it didn't last long
that you were with her for only a few days
and now you say you're over her
that she was only a phase...

You tell me this opened your eyes
and this gave you a clear point of view
that there is really only one girl
...the one that's crying in front of you

It feels like you tore my heart out
and served it to me on a plate
how can you say we're meant to be?
Did you just seal our fate?

I never asked you for much
all I wanted was to be together
I thought we had something special
and that our souls were bound forever

I said we could work on things
and maybe trust could once again grow
but my heart is still ripping in two
this I didn't let you know

I try to ignore the thoughts of you and her
all the things to her you'd say
I can't take this nightmare anymore
I want it to go away

I realize there's only one way to be free
so my bruised heart can heal
I need time to be on my own
then see how we really feel

I think it's time to part ways
I have to be strong, and not cry
I'm doing what's best for both of us
I'm saying I love you and goodbye